In my dream I was in my old middle school. but the class I was first in was in my high school. All we did in there was sit and chat until the bell rang (which closely resembles my actual first hour during high school every year), I don't remember what happened in that class other then on my way to my second class I was confronted by two boys at different times.
The first boy tried to put his arm around me and told me to tell everyone that I was his girlfriend, but I replied that I have a real boyfriend and he needed to leave me alone. He tried to kiss me by pushing me against the wall (there are no lockers), but by that time the second boy had came by and pulled the first one away from me and told him to get lost.
I was thankful and I told him that he could walk with me to class. On the way I stopped at a candy machine, this is where the second boy then tried to push me against the machine and kiss me. Nobody tired to stop him this time. I fought against him and it just seems like everything I did was like trying to push a mountain, I could not get him off of me. The more he tried to force himself on me the less I could see anybody else in the hallway. When someone finally came by and pulled him off of me, I wasn't in my own body anymore. I was watching from the ceiling when my best friend Megan pulled me over to a bench and held me.
That's when I went back to being myself and not a spectator. I was crying in the middle of the hallway, this time when I looked around the hallway was full of kids. trying to get to class.
A teacher was walking through giving kids stickers if they were wearing something different or something she thought was cool. When she came by me she noticed I was holding a backpack with the FedEx logo on it. She thought that was pretty original and she out a sticker on it.
When she asked why I was crying Megan replied "Oh, she was just having a hard time trying to tell a boy she wasn't interested in him." The teacher then decided to take full control of the situation and told me that it was time to get to class. When I went to my next class she happened to be my teacher.
As I walked into the class I found out that my boyfriend (Name: James, Nick Name: Jed, I'll call him by name a lot) was in the same grade as me instead of being two grades ahead of me like in real life. Because we were dating and had this class together, we became the coolest kids in the class. But he wasn't at school today and nobody wanted to sit next to me. I ended up sitting in the very front row all by my self. The whole row behind me was full of boys that were laughing and kicking my chair.
The teacher then pulled out a file that she said we were all going to get numbers assigned to us. As she opened the file the room was fulled with zapping noises. everybody turned to look on the back of their desk and watched as a number was engraved into the back of our seats. Everybody in the second row then scooted as far away from me that they could. when there was a empty spot in the second row I moved my desk over and back so I wasn't just sitting alone. the boy behind me continued to move his desk away from me until he backed himself into another kids desk. I didn't understand why I was being isolated by everyone when I looked to the girl next to me (I was so happy to notice I wasn't the only girl in the class) she shook her head and said she didn't understand either. So we sat together in the class and the teacher started to go on with her lesson.
All I did was look around for James wondering why he didnt come to school and if I would get to see him.
Something else started to happen in the dream. But I woke up to my phone going off and I couldn't fall back asleep.
I'm still really tired but I forced myself to get up and type up the dream before I forgot it. So I'm going to go back and crawl into bed and probably play a game.
Monday, March 16, 2009
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