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No dreams last night. Or at least none that I can remember right now. I woke up around 4:00 a.m. to a text from James, I guess he had a bad dream about us and when he woke up he thought it was real. So that's all I remember from the night. When I woke up around 7:00 a.m. I had a bloody nose and I had to clean that all up. So if I did have a dream I don't see myself remembering it anytime. 

I read an article a few days ago that the weather can effect your dreams. I can't find the article online and I don't know where to look to see what kind of dreams I should have according to the weather. So if I can find it i'll start posting what the weather is for the day and what that should mean.

Alternate Universe

It's been a while since I last posted. But I haven't had a lot of dreams. 

Last night I had a particularly strange dream. I didn't even remember what my dream was until a few hours after I had been up and moving around.

It started out with James and I going on a date. The date was normal as our usual dates are right up until we were about to go home. We were at one of our doors and he leaned forward and kisses me on the lips. As he pulls away I smile and say, "I love you." His response is a funny look, then a smile, and after that he just walks away. After that I got really upset about it and I cried.

My dream then jumped to the next time I saw James, where I was trying to explain why I said what I said. "I know that freaked you out, but I didn't really mean to say it like that. It's not true. I mean it kind of is true. I do love you, but I'm not in love with you. Like a friend?" Where he then kissed me again and said, "It's okay. We'll move on from here."

We then went on another date, this time we went to see a comedian. When we arrived, I sat at a sort of bar and he went off to do something. The next thing I know a girl Named Brittni sits down next to me. And she starts to talk about how she knows we aren't supposed to talk to each other but she just wanted to say hi and talk to me for a bit. I don't like her so I just kind of look at her and nod. I start to look around for James but he is stuck in a group of friends and can't get away. 

The show starts and James is still stuck across the room. Brittni continues so talk and talk and hug me and lean on my and touch me. The whole time I am just taking it all in and trying to be nice to her. Every time I look over at James he looks annoyed that we are sitting together. At the end of the show she has decided that we are like best friend and hangs on my arm as James walks over. Only instead of looking annoyed he looks really happy looking at us and he comes up and puts his arms around the both of us.

This is when it jumps to me sitting with my grandma in her house. I am surrounded by all of these old toys I used to have when I was a little kid. They are all covered in dirt and most of them are broken apart. 

 But, dad comes home from work early and he wakes me up with the door. Four minutes later I get a text from James. When I text him "I love you" I wondered if he'd say it back.

Charity

I don't really remember my dream. I only remember that I was running around trying to find a phone book so I could call a charity and donate to them. But I didn't have any money.
When I woke up I felt anxious.

Back to school

In my dream I was in my old middle school. but the class I was first in was in my high school. All we did in there was sit and chat until the bell rang (which closely resembles my actual first hour during high school every year), I don't remember what happened in that class other then on my way to my second class I was confronted by two boys at different times.

The first boy tried to put his arm around me and told me to tell everyone that I was his girlfriend, but I replied that I have a real boyfriend and he needed to leave me alone. He tried to kiss me by pushing me against the wall (there are no lockers), but by that time the second boy had came by and pulled the first one away from me and told him to get lost.

I was thankful and I told him that he could walk with me to class. On the way I stopped at a candy machine, this is where the second boy then tried to push me against the machine and kiss me. Nobody tired to stop him this time. I fought against him and it just seems like everything I did was like trying to push a mountain, I could not get him off of me. The more he tried to force himself on me the less I could see anybody else in the hallway. When someone finally came by and pulled him off of me, I wasn't in my own body anymore. I was watching from the ceiling when my best friend Megan pulled me over to a bench and held me.

That's when I went back to being myself and not a spectator. I was crying in the middle of the hallway, this time when I looked around the hallway was full of kids. trying to get to class.
A teacher was walking through giving kids stickers if they were wearing something different or something she thought was cool. When she came by me she noticed I was holding a backpack with the FedEx logo on it. She thought that was pretty original and she out a sticker on it.
When she asked why I was crying Megan replied "Oh, she was just having a hard time trying to tell a boy she wasn't interested in him." The teacher then decided to take full control of the situation and told me that it was time to get to class. When I went to my next class she happened to be my teacher.

As I walked into the class I found out that my boyfriend (Name: James, Nick Name: Jed, I'll call him by name a lot) was in the same grade as me instead of being two grades ahead of me like in real life. Because we were dating and had this class together, we became the coolest kids in the class. But he wasn't at school today and nobody wanted to sit next to me. I ended up sitting in the very front row all by my self. The whole row behind me was full of boys that were laughing and kicking my chair.

The teacher then pulled out a file that she said we were all going to get numbers assigned to us. As she opened the file the room was fulled with zapping noises. everybody turned to look on the back of their desk and watched as a number was engraved into the back of our seats. Everybody in the second row then scooted as far away from me that they could. when there was a empty spot in the second row I moved my desk over and back so I wasn't just sitting alone. the boy behind me continued to move his desk away from me until he backed himself into another kids desk. I didn't understand why I was being isolated by everyone when I looked to the girl next to me (I was so happy to notice I wasn't the only girl in the class) she shook her head and said she didn't understand either. So we sat together in the class and the teacher started to go on with her lesson.
All I did was look around for James wondering why he didnt come to school and if I would get to see him.

Something else started to happen in the dream. But I woke up to my phone going off and I couldn't fall back asleep.


I'm still really tired but I forced myself to get up and type up the dream before I forgot it. So I'm going to go back and crawl into bed and probably play a game.

What This Is

This will be where I plan to blog about my dreams.
My plan is to create a new post everyday about the dream I had that night.

Even if I don't remember my dream, I'll tell you the feeling I woke up with or something.

I'll start later today after I wake up. :)





Sweet dreams everybody.